Chapter 4 (at the Pub)

September 22nd

The Captain was telling me how when you’re playing pool there’s this zone you get in, when you’ve had about 3 beers and you nail every shot. One more beer and you’re ruined, but if you stay in this zone for as long as you can, you’ll run the table. Tonight, he ran the table.

He was playing pool against this guy Scotty, who always hangs out in the pub with his crew of thugs. They all have shaved heads and dress like cowboys. Gram calls them the Yul Brynners.

The rules were simple. If Gram won, he got a case of bourbon Scotty stole from a cabstand earlier that day. If Scotty won, he got the Captain’s coat, an old military jacket that originally belonged to his great great grandfather. Gram loves that coat more than anything in the world. I have a hard time believing he would let Scotty walk out with it.

Gram got two balls in at the break. He was 3 beers deep and said he felt like ‘Fast’ Eddie Felson himself was controlling his hand. The whole time Scotty breathed over him with his stained teeth and his cracked skin. Gram winked at one of the Yuls and sunk the eight ball. He grabbed the case of bourbon and we left.

Chapter 5 (on the F. Scott)

September 23rd

I woke up on the floor of the control room. Tom was passed out on the couch with his hat over his eyes. Jimi Hendrix ‘Are You Experienced’ original release from 1967 was skipping on the record player. We were up late last night drinking the Captain’s new bourbon.

Gram made coffee while Tom updated him on the F. Scott’s new software. The Mechanical Gills were in bad shape. Years of neglect had left them useless. Tom needed two weeks to take the system apart and replace everything. Gram turned to me.

“Show him what you found at the museum,” said the Captain.

I walked over to Tom and handed him my notes.

The Koi of Hungwa was originally built in Beijing, China in 1419 during the height of the Ming Dynasty. The Emperor Zhu Di had a vision in his sleep. One night the Sea came to him in his chamber and whispered in his ear.

“Take my eyes and build for me a fish that will control the tides of the ocean, the wind that blows the sails and the waves that break upon the shore. Do this and you alone shall be my master and I will do your bidding.”

The following morning Zheng He, the admiral of the Chinese Navy returned home from his voyage to the other side of the world. Among the many treasures he presented before the court were two stones, each the size of a walnut, smooth as silk and dark as the bottom of the ocean. He called them the Eyes of the Sea. Zhu Di saw these two stones as a sign. He ordered his generals to find the greatest metal smiths in the land and bring them to the Forbidden City.

A year later the Koi of Hungwa was presented to the court. The two dark stones were secured in place as the eyes. The Sea kept its promise. Any command the Emperor whispered to the Koi came to be. Enemy ships were destroyed by waves the size of mountains, while no ship from the Empire encountered another storm at sea. Zhu Di crushed his opponents effortlessly and for five years he was Emperor of the World.

In 1424, Zhu Di died. The Mandarins took control of the Forbidden City and ordered the destruction of the Koi of Hungwa. It was believed that Zheng He himself fled with the fish to Constantinople, where he remained under the protection of the Byzantine Emperor until 1453, when the city was conquered by Mehmet II, the Sultan of the Ottoman Empire.

“Tom, I need you to stay here and fix the Gills. Lewis, you and I are going to Istanbul.”

Chapter 6 (Kensington)

September 24th

Tom and I spent all day at the junkyard behind Paddington Station salvaging machine parts while Gram and Peoria were out drinking. We caught up with them later.

A little after eleven, the four of us stumbled out of the pub and walked up to High Street Kensington. I saw a lanky figure standing in the shadows. I realized we were being followed, so turned around. Standing behind me was one of the Yuls. He punched me in the mouth and I fell to my knees. I heard six pairs of cowboy boots run up and surround us on all sides. I tried to stand but another fist knocked me back down.

Suddenly I heard a crack, like a thunderbolt. I looked up and saw Peoria standing over one of the Yuls, holding a piece of slate from the sidewalk. He was laying face down, his cowboy hat soaked in blood.

“God damn Peoria!” said the Captain. “You split his head open.”
“What? Too aggressive for you Gram?” she said with a smile.

“Nah…not at all.”

The rest of the Yuls ran off. The Captain helped me up and we made our way back to the sub.

Chapter 7 (Paris)

September 26th

We hired a man to drive us through the old train tunnel under the English Channel into France. From there we hitched a ride to Paris and arrived in the late afternoon.

September 27th

12:08 pm

Our train was delayed for twenty minutes. A man pulled a gun on the conductor and there was a standoff with three soldiers. The man was disarmed and beaten within an inch of his life. Now we are ready to leave.

8:35 pm

We are stopped in Munich while they check everyone’s papers. This is my first time in Soviet territory. I’ve spent the past hour gazing out the window at the empty, burned out landscape.

The Captain is occupying the two seats in front of me. I am able to peer between the seats and see what he is reading. It’s a letter.


I’ve been thinking about you. I need to decide how much time I will allow myself to spend thinking about you, because at this point it takes up my entire day. I can’t wait to be with you again and we will drink wine and eat oysters and you will play with the folds in my dress and I will run my fingers across your eyelashes.

No one mattered before you.






Chapter 8 (on the train)

September 28th

2:45 am

Just after we crossed into Hungry, the train stopped. Everyone sat up and looked at each other with nervous eyes. I heard the Captain say “mother fucker” under his breath. Outside there were a dozen figures in the darkness, holding machine guns.

A shot rang out and a woman started screaming. Two figures in black coats and gas masks entered the train. They both had machine guns and were pulling luggage down from the racks above the seats. One started going through the suitcases while the other went passenger-to-passenger collecting wallets and jewelry. When he came to the Captain he muttered something in Russian. The Captain did nothing.

“He wants your coat,” the man next to us said.

“He’s not getting my coat,” said the Captain.

This message was relayed to the man in the gas mask, who then took the blunt end of his gun and slammed it across Gram’s face. He asked again for the coat and the Gram shook his head. The Captain’s hand was in his right pocket. He was going for his knife.

Another man, wearing goggles and a respirator, walked up and pushed the man in the gas mask to the side.

“Are you American?” the man said.


“Why are you here?”

“I came to fight the Chinese.”

“Do you have any money?”

“No. I spent everything I had on my train ticket.”

The man nodded his head and walked back to the front of the train. The other two men followed him.

5:04 am

The Captain and I are sitting in a basement bar, across from the Hungarian Parliament. This is where all the hookers go after work and there are never any soldiers there. We sat there silently getting drunk.

Chapter 9 (Budapest)

September 29th


I knocked on the Captain’s door and eventually he answered. The girl he picked up at the bar was gone. The floor of the hallway was sticky and covered in little baggies and cigarette butts. There was a guy pissing in the corner by the elevator. Last night a different guy was in that same corner masturbating.


We walked across the bridge into the Pest part of the city. Russian soldiers lined the street, smoking and talking to each other. Some of them were kicking around a football with local children. An old woman holding a tray of espresso gestured for us to come have breakfast in her café. My stomach was growling.

Gram knew what to order. We ate steak sandwiches with korozotto cheese, kolbaz sausages, black pudding, sliced beef tongue, liver pate and honey strudel. I thought I was going to burst. At the end of the meal, the old woman brought us each a shot of her homemade plum brandy.


Our train today was much larger than the one from yesterday. It was seven stories tall and over 100 feet across. The track was a long concrete canyon stretching for miles. Outside the window the landscape was barren, stripped of all trees and grass, the way I’ve heard Gram describe west Texas. Forty miles outside of Sophia, Bulgaria we passed the wreckage of a train that derailed 3 years ago, killing hundreds of passengers. You could see the light from the fires of the people living in the scattered wreckage of the train cars.
Back in the ‘80’s Captain Gram ran cargo for the USSR. He knows a little Russian and can maneuver in and out of Soviet territory with ease. This affiliation with Russia makes him an enemy of China. Sides don’t matter to him, the Russians pay better.


We were 10 miles outside Budakdoganca, on the border of Bulgaria and Turkey and I was feeling anxious. I bummed a cigarette from a fellow passenger and went up to the observation deck to smoke it. My heart started racing when I saw a long concrete wall lined with gun turrets and Chinese soldiers in the distance.

Chapter 10 (Istanbul)


I handed the customs agent my fake British Passport. He took one look at me and called a group of soldiers over. I was strip searched and interrogated before I was allowed to enter Turkey.


Our cab dropped us off in front of Topkapi Palace in old Istanbul. The palace looked abandoned. All the windows were boarded up with plywood and covered in graffiti. I could see the Hagia Sophia rising up from the murky water like a great stone mountain. It was late and we needed a place to stay. The only thing open was a bar called Woody’s.

Inside there were five guys sitting at a table in the back smoking hookahs and drinking. Gram ordered two beers at the bar.

“I’m not serving him,” said the bartender as he glanced at me.

“He’s ok” said Gram and slipped the man twenty dollars.

One of the men from the back table bumped into me on his way to refill his pitcher. He turned around and said something to me I didn’t understand.

“Sorry man but I don’t speak Turkish,” I said.

He got in my face and said it again. Droplets of spit hit my cheek. Another man at the table, much bigger than the first, stood up.

“Excuse my friend, he is drunk….come smoke with us.”

We walked over to the table and sat down. The man shook my hand and told me his name was Iseri. His clothes were torn and greasy. I could hear his chest rattle as he took a long pull from the hookah.


After last call we left the bar and broke into an abandoned house down the street. The house was cold and dirty. The floor was lined with torn cushions and Persian rugs. Each of the men from the table passed around a needle and took turns shooting up. Iseri, Gram and I sat in the corner talking about history and religion. Gram asked Iseri if he had ever heard of the Koi of Hungwa.

Chapter 11 (on the roof)


At dawn the call to prayer came blaring from the loud speakers of the Blue Mosque, waking me up. I looked around the room. Everyone was asleep. I went to the roof to smoke a cigarette. The morning was cold and I could smell the frost in the air. The Sun began to rise over the glass skyscrapers of New Istanbul. The bay was cluttered with tankers and fishing boats.

When I was a boy, my mom and I would break into buildings like this one, looking for a place to sleep. Sometimes I’d wake up and she’d be gone. I’d find her on the roof smoking cigarettes. She rolled them quickly and expertly with her long thin fingers. We lived like that for years, sleeping in strange places. We were never in one place for more than a night.

Days before she was murdered, my mother gave me a worn out piece of paper covered in strange writing, that I keep folded up in my wallet. She told me one day a man would come looking for it and not to give it to him, no matter what.

Chapter 12 (The Grand Bazaar)

September 30th


An hour later the rest of the men were awake, including Iseri and the Captain. We left the apartment we’d broken into the night before and walked to the Grand Bazaar. Iseri had to leave but said he would find us in the Bazaar later. Gram and I sat at a counter drinking apple tea while the rest of men picked pockets in the crowd. Earlier that morning we watched them rob and beat to death two Chinese businessmen.

Gram received a message on his mobile.


Thank you for updating me on your progress. I’ve dispatched an associate of mine, Alexander Grealish, to Europe, in order to expedite your mission. I’ve been informed that the two of you went to University together. He has your information and will contact you within the next few days.

L. Murikai

 “Son of a bitch,” said the Captain.

On the way back to the counter, the men came upon two teenagers kissing behind a tent. One of the men hit the boy over the head and started going through his pockets. Another grabbed the girl and threw her to the ground. He flipped her on her stomach and got on top of her. He got his pants down to his knees before Gram ran up and punched him in the face. The man spit out a mouth full of blood.

Two of the other men attacked the Captain while the third pulled out a knife and came after me. He threw me to the ground and held the knife to my throat. I could feel the point on my neck as I tried to fight back. Gram came up from behind and broke the man’s arm, knocking the knife to the ground. Then he grabbed my hand and helped me up. He looked at my neck.

“You’ll be alright bud. Let’s go.”

We fought our way through the crowd to the front of the Bazaar. We made it to the street and were stopped short by a column of Turkish soldiers at the end of the block holding machine guns.

“Oh shit,” said the Captain.

A homeless man with his face covered reached out a filthy hand and grabbed my wrist. I realized quickly it was Iseri.

“Come with me,” he said. We followed him around the corner and down an alley.   

“What’s going on? Why are there soldiers everywhere?” asked the Captain.

“This morning two business men from Hong Kong were found murdered. Those guards are looking for anyone suspicious.”

“Yeah, it was your chicken shit friends who killed those guys, we saw them do it.” said Gram.

“They are not my friends,” said Iseri. “I have been following them for weeks, hoping to find some information about my…well that is another matter. Now is not the time.”

Iseri became quiet and walked away. Gram caught up to him.

“Iseri do you remember last night when I was telling you about the thing Lewis and I are looking for? The metal Koi? Do you know anyone who could help us locate it or at least give us some information about it?”

Iseri stopped walking and began to rub his temples.

“There is a man who owns a store not far from here,” he said. “He is a collector of information. I will take you to him.”

Chapter 13 (in the bookstore)


We walked down a long dark alley that fed into a dimly lit atrium. Women and children tried to sell us candy, old stereo equipment and brittle camera film. Four men were sitting at a table drinking apple tea and smoking from a hookah. Three of them were meek and wiry, with long veiny arms that reached across the table like the legs of a spider. The fourth man had a cup of apple tea resting precariously atop his colossal stomach. He held the mouthpiece of the hookah to his lips with hairy sausage-like fingers. Iseri walked over and said something to him in Turkish. The man gulped down the last of his tea and stood up from his chair. He gestured for us to follow him.

He took us behind the kitchen, past the dried lambs tongue and pickled eyeballs and led us to the end of another atrium filled with rolled up Persian rugs stacked floor to ceiling on both sides. We walked through a beaded curtain into his store.

There was a young boy sitting behind the counter reading a Russian comic book loaded with pictures of naked women. When he saw us come in, he threw the comic to the floor and pretended to be cleaning.

The store smelled like on old closet. On one side was an encyclopedia of military weaponry from Argentina, sitting neatly on a display case full of knives and jewelry, in front of a poster for “Gone with the Wind.” On the opposite wall hung three shiny metal hands with a sign above them reading “the Silver Hands of Nuada Airgetlam.” Next to that was a human skull on top of a pedestal with the name ‘Amelia Earhart’ inscribed below it.

There were stacks of books about the Great Barrier Reef and the Fall of Rome, Jewish Mysticism of the Ukraine and Life Magazine: The Year in Weddings 1888. The Captain picked up an enormous book entitled “The Federalist Papers” and began to flip through it. He dropped it down on the glass counter with a thud.

“Speak English?” he asked the storekeeper.

“I do,” replied the man.

“Good,” said Gram. “I’m looking for a decorative bronze carp, with smooth black stones for eyes. Ever hear of such a thing?”

“Certainly,” said the storekeeper. “I have the most exquisite collection of jewelry in all of Istanbul.”

“It’s not really jewelry I’m looking for. It’s more of an antique. It’s very old, came from China. Does that make sense?”

“This is made from real gold. It comes from Arabia.”

The storekeeper held up an ugly pendant shaped like a horse.

“No, I need something specific. It’s a fish…a Koi, it’s Asian, you know?”

The storekeeper put down the horse pendant and picked up a handful of pearl necklaces.

“Your wife would love these pearls. I will make for you a good price.”

“Look Jack, I’m not looking for a damn necklace,” said the Captain. “Lewis, hand me your journal.”

I handed him my journal and he flipped to my notes from the British Museum. He showed it to the storekeeper; pointing at the lines he wanted him to read.

“It’s called the Koi of Hungwa. It was built in Beijing in 1419. It ‘s a bronze carp with smooth dark stones for eyes.”

The Captain scrolled down the page.

“See here? It was brought to Istanbul in 1424. After that, we don’t know what happened to it. Is this something you can help us with?”

The man’s eyes moved feverishly as he read my notes.

“What is this part here where it says ‘any command the Emperor whispered to the Koi came to be’?” he asked. “Or here where it says ‘enemy ships were destroyed by waves the size of mountains’?”

“That’s nothing. Just folklore. It doesn’t mean anything,” said the Captain.

The storekeeper looked at Gram with dark, suspicious eyes.

“I can help you. My brother-in-law is a book dealer and has a great knowledge of history. Allow me to borrow this journal and I will see what information I can find for you. In the mean time, feel free to look around my store.”

“Certainly,” said the Captain, “but the kid goes too.”

He turned to me and smiled.

“Alright Bud, don’t let that journal out of your sight.”

“Sure Captain,” I said trying to smile.

Chapter 14 (in the bookstore)

October 8th

It’s been over a week since I wrote my last entry and today I’m struggling to concentrate. My head hurts and I keep finding bits of dried blood in my hair. Gram is in the bathroom gargling warm salt water. His mouth won’t stop bleeding. The past week has been awful. I feel lucky to be alive. I will start from the beginning.

(a week ago)

I followed the storekeeper down dark narrow hallways, past shelves so crowded with books that they leaned over you ominously. Rooms fed into one another like a maze. Walls had been constructed out of salvaged plywood and sectioned off the store like a shantytown. I cut my elbow on the sharp edge of a Coca-Cola sign that was bent in half, with one side was nailed to a bookshelf and the other to a moldy wall. The floor was covered with overlapping Persian rugs, worn so thin you could see the white thread showing through. Eventually I could feel the cold hard lumps of fresh soil under my feet and realized we were no longer in the main building, but in the empty lot next door.

A heavy oak door with a bronze knocker shaped like the head of an Incan warrior blocked the entrance to the storekeeper’s office. He fumbled through his wad of keys until he found the one he was looking for. Before he opened the door, he told me I must wait outside. When I protested, he reached into his pocket and handed me a piece of candy that was melting out of its rapper. Once he went inside I threw the candy on the floor and lit a cigarette.

When we caught up with the Captain an hour later I was too embarrassed to tell him that I had let the journal out of my sight. He and I spent the rest of the day rummaging through boxes of books, magazines, periodicals, letters and old photographs.

That evening we were eating kebab sandwiches with Iseri when I noticed that my notes from the British Museum were missing. When I told Gram what happened he was furious.

The next morning we confronted to storekeeper about the missing pages. He said didn’t know what we were talking about and suggested that Iseri took them. The Captain’s questions became more aggressive. The storekeeper smiled and offered us some apple tea. He asked if we wouldn’t mind waiting while he went back to his office. Perhaps he had taken the pages without realizing it he explained.

“You had better come back with those missing notes,” said the Captain.

I was smoking a cigarette in the courtyard when soldiers stormed into the atrium. One of them saw me and signaled the others. They plowed through a group of chairs as they charged in my direction. I dropped my cigarette and ran back into the store. Gram was standing by a bookshelf reading. I grabbed him by the shoulder and told him to run. One of the soldiers fired his gun and it hit the shelf just above the Captain’s head. We sprinted through a series of rooms to the back of the store trying to find an exit. We came to a dead end, so we doubled back and went through another series of rooms. When that led nowhere, Gram took a step back and kicked in the plywood wall to the right of him. We stumbled over the broken wall into the next room.

We found ourselves in the storekeeper’s office. He was sitting at his desk talking on the phone. In front of him was a pile of papers including my missing journal pages.

“You son of a bitch,” said the Captain as he grabbed the papers and handed them to me. I stuffed them in my journal.

Gram kicked in another wall that led to a hallway with an exit door. We ran down an alley to the back of the building where we were met by another group of soldiers. They handcuffed us and threw us in the back of a truck.